Today was my first day. I exercised more today than I have in a long time I got up at 6:30 and did a Jillian Michaels DVD. Then did it again at lunch. Then walked after work. I am exhausted but feel great.
And today, I ate better than I have in a LONG time. And I can tell the difference.
I know not every day will be like this....but I will rejoice in today's victory.
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Saturday, November 10, 2012
The beginning...or the end.
Well, it's about to begin. Or end. I guess it just depends on which way you look at it. I guess you could say that the journey is beginning. That me taking my life back is beginning. That becoming healthy is beginning.
Or you could say this slow death that is ending. This not caring is ending. This talking about change without doing something about is ending. This general hatred for what I have become is ending.
It's all a matter of perspective. I think both the end and the beginning is important. If the end doesn't happen then the beginning can't take place. And if the beginning doesn't come then the end sees not need to come either.
I am nervous. I am nervous because the amount of work, dedication, discipline and pain that is coming is going to be more than I can bare on my own. There is no way I can do this. Thankfully I have 2 very important things to help me: my faith and my team.
While my team is supporting me, I know that there is some level of skepticism from some of them if I really can do what is required of me to accomplish what I say I want to accomplish and more importantly accomplish what I need to accomplish.
But I am at the point where I don't have a choice. So, onward we must march.
Or you could say this slow death that is ending. This not caring is ending. This talking about change without doing something about is ending. This general hatred for what I have become is ending.
It's all a matter of perspective. I think both the end and the beginning is important. If the end doesn't happen then the beginning can't take place. And if the beginning doesn't come then the end sees not need to come either.
I am nervous. I am nervous because the amount of work, dedication, discipline and pain that is coming is going to be more than I can bare on my own. There is no way I can do this. Thankfully I have 2 very important things to help me: my faith and my team.
While my team is supporting me, I know that there is some level of skepticism from some of them if I really can do what is required of me to accomplish what I say I want to accomplish and more importantly accomplish what I need to accomplish.
But I am at the point where I don't have a choice. So, onward we must march.
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